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EMPIRE OF DESOLATION
  1. Morning Dew
  2. The Passage
  3. Empire of Desolation
  4. Last Hours
  5. Under Shining Moon
  6. Unformed Existence
  7. The Spaceless

UNDER SHINING MOON

Fate is a river, full of shedding tears,
Drifting us through our violent fears.

We fall asleep and rise,
Under shining moon.
The story of pale stars…
Distinct body of these cosmic clouds
and endless void devour our fading souls.

My heart starts to beat faster,
My eyes are closing deeper.
Hiding sorrows flow through your lips to my soul…

Donuk bir his ve soğukluk gözlerimden akan yaşı dondurur,
Bir zamanlar derinlerde hissettiğim yitik duygularımı öldürür.
Nefsim dışarı çıkmak için, karanlıkta mahsur kalmış
Küçük çocuk gibi yalvarır, gözlerini aralar, kapıyı arar durur.

Life is a start, full of paths to the end,
It’s drifting us with our final breaths.

My heart starts to beat faster,
My eyes are closing deeper,
All dreams are fading again…

When life never wants you, sail yourself in emptiness,
And crawl with time.
Hold on to the wind if time never embraces you,
Your ashes will be drifted through eternity.
We fall asleep and rise…

MORNING DEW

Drown in moments, seize the day!
Divine night is coming to take me away.
The howl of wolves ascends in the darkness,
The shining stars and moonshine wane,
Moonshine wane…

And this far-away land is my new dwelling.
Here is no life, no love, nor pain, no regret.
Just prying eyes, sighted a bliss;
An aged tree of life is in the mist,
Waiting for the morning dew, to resist and (for) revival.
My silhouette’s lost in your light,
Your gravity pulls me down,
The consciousness abandoned my body.

Far away from my home,
My orbit’s surrounded by stardust.
But it is empty, no light without you.
Beyond tomorrow, I hope to see your horizon
Again…

Resounds in my ears, silver light calls me,
Taking my heartsore to give me a night.

The fear of demise greets my body,
It flows in (my) veins and forces me to feel.

Like a burning forest, my lungs are fading,
The form of mad disease spreads out,
The blood appears within (my) every breath.
Martyrs of time are free now…

The fear of demise greets my body,
It flows in my veins, It forces me to feel,
To feel…

On the shore of life, all my frozen senses live,
Waves of time crash my lands.
Now the tight chains of my spirit are broken,
So they should let me go. Go, go, go!
Close your eyes forever, in this endless loop,
Go, go, go!
Go, go, go!

THE SPACELESS

 

The hatred enshrines the trails of the past,                                                                                                                              
The sails are burning of all sinking ships.             

In the reflection of her sad eyes,                                                                                                                                            
I saw the whole world we created,                                                                                                                          
Forgotten and pale are the traces she left.

These deep oceans of the cosmos,                                                                                                                                      
Are inhaling wrathy storms..                                                                                                                                              

Stars were her eyes-HER EYES                                                                                                                                       
Clouds were her face-HER FACE                                                                                                                                                      
 She had no affection-OU                                                                                                                                                              
But had most rage as thunder-AS THUNDER

On this earth -ON THIS EARTH                                                                                                                                                    
But her past still hunts us -US                                                                                                                          

Destruction….

The smell of rain, in my lungs,                                                                                                                                                
The warmth of the sun, on my flesh.

-The smell of rain,                                                                                                                                                                      
It makes me to breathe the air,                                                                                                                                                
-In my lungs,                                                                                                                                                                                       
 to live a moment,                                                                                                                                                                    
  -The warmth of sun,                                                                                                                                                                           
but not forever in this void,                                                                                                                                                             
-On my flesh…                                                                                                                                                                         
nor in solitude, but loneliness is all I have…

The flame was her words,                                                                                                                                                  
The black was her heart,                                                                                                                                                     
The cruel was her love,                                                                                                                                                      
And loss is all she has…                                                                                                                                                      

The flame was her words,                                                                                                                                                   
Dark was in her heart,                                                                                                                                                            
The cruel was her love,                                                                                                                                                        
And loss is all that she had…

SNOWFLAKES


I feel as snowflakes fall on my still flesh and melt.
Their cold sharp taste blend with my blood on my tounge,
I know I breath for last time before all will be lost,
Despairingly struggles and shouts in vain,
Despairingly struggles and shouts….
Feeling the moments that buried by the prime,
Season of lords ends after their decease.
I pass through dark passage appointed with mirrors,
Where my memories are reflected through intens mist,
Sleeping deep, my dark sides invade me, all my entity,
All my entity.
It hurts to breathe and to strive.
Now its time to fall asleep to perish,
Snow is fliying upon stones and taking me.
When our dreams turn into ashes, and ashes turn into dust,
Our eyes will see all pure reality without illusion’s play,
Snowflakes will cover our senseless fleshes which lost longing to live,
There is not enough time to understand this life…

1.When My Ashes Touch the Sun

My mind is begging to start but my hands betray,

the mist inside my eyes appears always in silence,

Dither, is might. Is this the beginning or the end?

Dreams and truths are inside of me.No eternity!

Ask yourself…

God, Forgive me…

Ask to yourself just once who you are.

Fanciful or just mad? Lost soul, lost…

When we close our eyes we think of dreams,

of dreams that never realized.

Sometimes we feel the pain,

but our ashes don’t touch the Sun…

Lost in own tale dreams…

Are those real or just shaking reflections

of my mind?

Despair is in me again, is this that soon?

Pain not cries anymore, only echoes 

crowded by the darkness,

I wish they see, people who live for eternity,

I wish someone holds my hand..

Wishes are torn apart with despairs in my last breath.

If the expectation and longings have gone,

If reveries are only echoes of my sick mind,

and I m still alone… mornings are still dark?

 

2.Deceased Before Life

Virgin snow is falling and covers ground from cold,

Strong northen winds pass through dark fields and valleys,

Old trees of the forest  have their last fall, passing through golden age..

 Sunless days are coming and its time to rise for fall… again…

Earth is lying down to eternal sleep,

Eyes slowly close, breath is slowly wasted.

the Sun calls us beside her, far away from here…

All our worthy beings are spoilted and will be taken by them..

All our doors are sealed from bitter truth,

Our identities are lost and lying in the tombs

Where should be lying our tired withered bodies,

But  there we have buried our last mercy and hopes…

All we were born with Favor, mercy and faith,

Now we live with greed, splurge and deceit.

The six hills merge with ether on the edge of horizon

where wounded birds uprise, circle and burn…

Ruthless giant opened hands touched to ether,

His darkest shade covers and conquers all,

On the highest hill our last standing castle is downed too..

There left embraced just you with me…

 

3.The Shades (the Fading Light part2)

Your broken sandglass is drained away,

and you  gleamed  before disappearing.

Your last light was brighter than the Sun,

and this night was longer than our life…

Amongst the shades I stand in nowhere,

the  nothingness slowly invades me,  

All that I have is the last lost gleam of hope,

All time when I wait the sunrise I hear

your voice;

“I am a tousand wind that blow.

I am the diamond clint on the snow,

I am the centle autumn rain,

When you awaken in the morning hush.”

As we live with our passion and die with our pain,

I have had enough time to realize that.

When I look at the mirror I see pale gloom and the traces of my last breath,

Before I`ve disappeared I wished I could say my last goodbye to you,

but there was no time and I disappeared like melted snow in your hand…

And now you are gone.

The emptiness that I`ve had swallows me, all my flesh,

till it turns, into ashes.

And now I`m alone,

the Burning fire makes me cold,

And my soul is so old, and tired of empty hopes…

I have seen that angels when I`ve fallen,

The sharpest suffering is for stayed ones, not for gones.

If I will be hugged and covered by silence just remember me.

“I am the sweet uplifting rush

of the quiet birds in circled flight,

I am the soft stars, that shine at night,

Don’t stand at my grave and cry,

I am not here, I didn’t die…”

As the last rays of the fading Sun are shining,

I`ll take them all to hide in the black hole from ones,

who exploited my lost days that passed in absence,

amongst the shades that have been living  behind the Sun….

We’ll be together in our remembrance forever.

You can see me everywhere but not here(not at my grave)

“Don’t stand at my grave and weep.

I’m not there, I don`t sleep…”

4.Ablend Lyfthelm

И снова раскрыл я свои глаза, упавши с неба,

Не смог я оставить, уйти от самого себя,

Среди густого тумана бродим мы…

Искал я вечность,

И в этом мраке мы снова рождаясь умираем…

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в храм теней…

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